[Verse 1]
I tremble at the thought of what I've become
That sorry proud image in puddles leaves me crying rivers
These tender words are muted by the stench of life
Long before they could ever reach your ears
You relate to mere echoes of what never stops but in my mind
Entrails of truth left to scatter at the feet of humanity
Plain sight leaves sour taste in this parched mouth
Remain stricken with doubt
As I exchange pounds with those who remind me what I was
And confine me to chains with my blood

[Verse 2]
I wonder if I will ever shed this feeling
Worn grotesque physical whose voice provokes wonderment
Smooth violet light briefly eases the hardened sounds from belly of mechanical beast
And then itself is extinguished
As will be my voice I suppose
From this silence arose a wail of freedom through violence
Am I permitted to vent thoughts recited a million times before?
Fluid drenched I eavesdrop onto Middle America
Same concerns as my youthful blood
And yet I have to sit alone
The odd loud screech which may have startled a few from this middle poor Americana dream
The rest only to sleep
My speech the soundtrack to their nightmares
Moonlight, once again
Burns my image, once again
A million times, into a million minds
Through crust caked eyes
Who only pray to die...
Once again
[Verse 3]
There is no remedy to my sickness
Vivid view of nothing that was ever here
Witness the subtle shifting of troubled souls towards a new mark in this wet sand
Enjoy the bland mundane circumstance that led us to this staring match
Breathe deep within my own collapse

[Outro]
Ruin it, Ruin them, Ruin yourself