XXXTENTACION
The devil lied (I spoke to the devil in miami, he said everything would be fine remix)
And I've always seen it
Spoke to the Baphomet he
Said my soul is leaving
I choked and I pleaded
That I want happiness
But I am depleted
Acting extra
And I feel my insides are heated
Fake smile with no feeling
Woke up and realized
That these drugs are revealing
From the friends and the family that had cheated
I just think I'm sad?
I'm not sad
I'm not happy
I'm not depressed
I'm not confused
I'm not who you think I am
I'm just lost and feel broken
I'm just the one that feels hopeless
Energy Never Dies