Xénothecreator
Du kuan shu (the great forgiveness)
I jus need this lil sack
I hope it get me by
One done turned to five
Know it's hard to break the cycle
A decade of heartache and monotony
Mixed with different kinds of pills
Both prescription and poison
Chaos kick in the door
Four in the morning
Ever since they shot X
Man I ain't been the same
And ever since the accident
I'm afraid it's something wrong
With the cranium
Changing moods like the seasons
Imploding for minor reasons
My demons they never left
Now they boil ovеr
Broke the boulder
Off on my mеntal
I'm lost inside of this prison
Of my own design
Screaming to the trees
I'm on my knees
My lifes a fuckin lie
6 years later
I still ain't fucking recover
From when my first love
Pulled me aside
Looked me in my eyes
And told me I was the other guy
The entire time
She was just looking for a pawn for the moment
And to be honest
I can't blame her much
Cuz I was tripping too
Turned into a different person
I can't see in the mirror
Who's looking back at me
Stuck in isolation
Drove me crazy
Desperation made me
Let my fuckin guard down
Wasn't till I staring the barrel
Of an automatic rifle
My senses would travel back to my side
This worldwide apartheid
Has got me ducked out in the batcave
Cuz they wanna turn Bruce Wayne
To lose change
But
Lunatic minds
With luminous eyes
Reside behind me
I give the word to Vegeta
That final flash
Will leave em flabbergasted
Back with a pack
Of some better raps
For your headphones
Headstrong hothead
Homie that's why the dreads long
Natty dread rasta
Raised by a prophet
A shaman
Fell from the top of tree
Lost in the ominous fog
Lavender buds and rose petals
In the blunt
Call it doctor strange
I just heard that Peter Parker
Picked a fight with Mary Jane
That's a bet
Me and her go way back
17 young love
Back when every rapper had a face tatt
But I digress
Picked up on her vibes
I pulled up to the side
Of the fence
And followed the heavenly scent
Of tangerine dream
Rolled in a game green
With a raw to seal it
Smokin till the sky falls
How much do your time cost
I ain't talking currency currently
I'm talking of soul
Talking of options that hinder logic
And shatter your goals
Talking bout them vices
That seems priceless in the moment
Till you blackout
Thought the party life was the answer
You gotta back out