[ Verse ]
Oi
I've been to hell and back, hidden in the flames below
Searching for a surface in a prison that became a home
Chains on both limbs and I was living in a cage alone
I make my own decisions while admittin’ I'm not made of stone
My pain is shown in every sentence I decide to speak
My sight has been intensified respect's a lie and pride is cheap
When my father left did he expect that I would cry to sleep
And spend my life inside a hеaps extended typе of hide and seek
I survived the streets, and left the reaper blushing
Went from teachers hushing me to sluts that need my penis up 'em
Before Complete was buzzing speakin' on a deep percussion
These police were cuffing me for nothin' they can eat a fucking dick bruva
And all my enemies can meet concussion
If I see a cunt I'm beefing with I let my sneaker crush 'em
And I'm not even bluffin' discussions of peace can come and
Leave as sudden as a foetus chucked into a pizza oven
I'm in a league above 'em, but I'm underrated
When I became a drunk, that's when my hunger faded
It's fucked up, I wonder what would Hunter say
If he could see me almost try to leave the scene he once created
On top of that I think my stomach ache is rum related
Nothing changes when you're dumb and wasted 'cuz you fucking crave it
I chug a hundred cases of it ‘til I'm suffocated
Looking back I see it's just a shovel that I dug a grave with
My blood is tainted with my panic disorder
And it pulls me down quick as the Titanic in water
When I rap and record it's like life vanishes sorta
But I never really thought that I might have a supporter
A night cap is in order let the party begin
A part of me's thinking that drinking's gonna calm me within
And bring some harmony to armor me but after we sin
It's like the path we lead is hard to see and starts to be grim
So fuck it!
What's it matter I've discovered that my worth is poor
Hogging all this oxygen there's others that deserve it more
The Earth is flawed, it wants me covered in the dirt for sure
Not as loved as money that a government would murder for
Love is in a person’s core, hate is just a trait we learn
Envy is our downfall and fate is what we're made to earn
Loyalty is fucking fake, crave it and it may confirm
That mates can turn to snakes if being famous is their main concern
A page is turned and I'm startin' a new chapter
A fatherless rude brat and a heart with a huge fracture
Sparkin' a few tracks for the targeted youth at the
Park with a goon bag that the bastards in blue capture
The wrath of a true rapture, the moments arrived
I'm broken inside, but know that I'm supposed to survive
The sky opens wide strobes of light flow to my eyes
Yeah I've been to hell and back, now I'm home and alive, cunt
[ Outro ]
Cuz I've been to hell and back, you can tell why; well in fact
Every time that I felt, I would cry for some help
And it felt like I would just die by myself, but it's okay
Cuz I've been to hell and back, you can tell why; well in fact
Every time that I felt, I would cry for some help
And it felt like I would just die by myself, but it's okay