I feel like maybe this could be my favorite
Take a couple hits and just depart from all the hatred
Married to the hustle my relationship is sacred
One affair with passion might determine if I make it
Loyal to my blood man I swear Ill never fake it
Living for today because tomorrow might be taken
Could be good advice it just depends on how you take it
Got a dream tell my why the fuck you waiting
And I been so sick with it
Always stayed legit with it
Stubborn to the core so you know I'll never switch with it
Never gave a fuck or gave a shit with it
Told you I am me what you see is what you get with it
Its been 2 years since I felt this on
Been tryna do right never felt this wrong
Eighth of the kush never felt this gone
Talked to god man I swear I never knelt this long
Herbs and a light got me thinking twice
Second guessing on my actions tryna change my life
Sent a text to my mamma she gives great advice
Hit up haven said I needed her to stay the night
Cus I don't wanna be alone I don't wanna think
I just wanna numb the pain I just wanna drink
Spent my last 20 dollars just to run the tank
I just wanna blow a million like I run a bank
I'm a cliche and I know it
Lost in this life tell me where the fuck I'm going
What's the fucking goal can somebody come and show me
Lent my heart to music so the world is what she owe me
Sinning every day good deeds for atonement
Looking in the mirror at my only real opponent
What's the cost of dreaming tell me just how bad you want it
Spent my whole life in preparation for this moment

I thought I told ya/ boy I thought I fucking told ya/ I thought I told ya/ man I thought I fucking told ya/

I thought I told ya/ boy I thought I fucking told ya/ I thought I told ya/ man I thought I fucking told ya/

I was born in america i won't get it it twisted
The land of the free but the life so expensive
Heart of the pure but my will so explicit
Money comes fast weak people get addicted
Its sad to see the world in its last days
Stupid people missed the point like a bad phrase
Everybody fake acting in a bad play
Because trying to be yourself is a bad trait
Man my era got it wrong
I been tryna fix it all with the lines in every song
But its hard to change the world when you doing it alone
Man my mind running laps its been hard to keep calm
But I keep on cus this life is what you make it
I'm out here getting higher than my mommas expectations
Staring at my dreams on a path I'm adjacent
Searching for a way to live forever I'll create it

I thought I told ya/ boy I thought I fucking told ya/ I thought I told ya/ man I thought I fucking told ya/

I thought I told ya/ boy I thought I fucking told ya/ I thought I told ya/ man I thought I fucking told ya/