[Verse 1]
How you been doing without me?
Itâs been a minute since we talked
You know these newâ
girlsâ
got me high
Butâ
itâs weighinâ on my chest
I couldâ
feel it heavy
Got me spiralinâ around
I could drown girl, itâsâdeadly
Hardâtoâtalk when youâthe only thatâgets me
It really tests me, yeah, ooh
[Chorus]
âCause ever since then, you know everything changed
Shit that you was doinâ, really made me feel a way
Been tryna get closer, but you pushinâ me away
Smoke until the dawn, we just drowninâ out the pain
Words really stuck with me, I canât understand
I donât got your number, I donât got you on the Gram
Way that we fell out, it made me scared to love again
This was never in the plans, I will never understand
[Verse 2]
Why it gotta be like this
I was out here, I was tryna do the right thing, yeah
Yeah my brain really psychic
I knew it was trouble, but the pain, my heart like shit
Bad things, saw it coming from the first time
Blind to it, I can see it from a birdâs eye
Thought this better, but I know it's gettinâ worse out
Wanted it to work, know what they say 'bout the first time, yeah, yeah
[Chorus]
âCause ever since then, you know everything changed
Shit that you was doinâ, really made me feel a way
Been tryna get closer, but you pushinâ me away
Smoke until the dawn, we just drowninâ out the pain
Words really stuck with me, I canât understand
I donât got your number, I donât got you on the Gram
Way that we fell out, it made me scared to love again
This was never in the plans, I will never understand
[Verse 3]
Now a hundred days
I been countinâ since I seen your face
Lotta memories that I just canât erase
You know when you get that feelinâ that you hate, yeah
Deep up in my stomach, rollinâ through my veins
I be feelinâ nothinâ, you donât feel the same
I just need somethinâ, pray for better days
Thoughts just keep cominâ, please just stay away
[Bridge]
âCause I canât go another day just like this
Sick of thinkinâ about ya, I hate it, I wanna stop
Really canât picture nobody else in your spot, yeah yeah
[Chrous]
âCause ever since then, you know everything changed
Shit that you was doinâ, really made me feel a way
Been tryna get closer, but you pushinâ me away
Smoke until the dawn, we just drowninâ out the pain
Words really stuck with me, I canât understand
I donât got your number, I donât got you on the Gram
Way that we fell out, it made me scared to love again
This was never in the plans, I will never understand
[Outro]
Cause I canât go another day just like this
Sick of thinkinâ about ya, I hate it, I wanna stop