[Verse 1: Rowlan]
I swear I sensed from early on
That we were gonna break up
But if you crashed your car
I'd end my life
If you didn't wake up
We moved on but I still love you
Communication just stopped
I actually got your text today
Surprised my heart didn't drop
You said you have a man
You happy now
And we should keep distance
Since 14, 2008
Never had this resistance
All these songs are just reminders
But don’t even mind it
Forward words sent in iMessage
Surprised you behind it
Crucial steps
Learning slow
I still think you rushed
We were in my bed a week ago
And said you felt stuck
I think you need a place to go
And he got space you can sit
I hope realize the dynamic
Of moving in quick
I’ll let you learn this on your own
And I don’t hope that you sink
I hope you float above the negative
And never do think
About the way that this all went
How we were perfect at heart
But all the mud I dragged us through
Think you deserve a fresh start
And you do
Yeah, you
And you do
You do

(Rowlan; mumbled melodies)

[Verse 2: Rowlan]
See deep down I was hoping
This could be like our thing
That high school love story
Where it's deeper than skin
You know that old J. Cole and his lady
Or kendrick and his?
We had the ring already picked
Even the names of our kids
We did
It’s crazy watching this play
In a way
It's still the same
But just the characters change
See The movie killed me off
So I’m just watching the plot
Of a perfect love story
Maybe I want it to stop
I can’t help it I can’t help it
I was young and I was selfish
I made every woman feel like
She was mine and no one elses'
Now you hate me
That shi hurt
Sorry we ain't
Make it work
No I never tried my best
But girl you would have been impressed

(mumbles pre chorus)

[Chorus: Rowlan]
Everything's
What it's not
What I thought
That it was
Who I am
What are we
Not you wanted us to be
Oh no
Oh no
Oh no

Everything's
What it's not
What I thought
That it was
Who I am
What are we
Not you wanted us to be
To be
To be
To be