[Intro]
Soul cry
I was young or maybe I was confused cause the doctor sent you home and I thought everything was cool
A couple days passed I got a call that you was gone and I ain't make it to see you knowing that I was wrong

[Verse 1]
See cause I was busy telling myself that granny ain't never leaving, cause it ain't no way in hell that god will take my family faith, I close my eyes and cry when I can't remember your face and I rather be alone I think my family really knew how selfish I really was and what you said was all true
Why Shaun couldn't make it in to see me
How I was suppose to know that time was racing back to beat me?
Must have been immortal I thought you would live forever knew I could count on you just to make the bad better
Would give it all for you to live another day just pray that you can forgive me, dear granny savior

[Chorus]
Raise different I know I ain't living right
But I thought if I would pray then that would make the wrongs right
So tell me why I still ain't let it go
And why I can't forget it, every day I still know and why I think of it the middle of the day
And why I feel the world know like it's written over my face
Did so much dirt I never meant to lose sight of what was really important reasons to really fight

[Verse 2]
And every other day there's something new I know I ain't living right, when wrong so easy to do
Just hope you can forgive me for the choices that I made don't think for a second ion regret it every day
I asked a million times over and over knowing I hate to cry just keep hearing that
I told ya it's like everybody know what's best for me can say what you would've did, but I ain't say it's meant to be
And I'ma live with every single choice I made that's why old people say
Just be careful what you pray should've put you first, busy thinking of me
Forgot about you, how I forget my mini-me
It's like
What if you should've made it and what if I wasn't selfish, like what about my baby
It's like what if I wasn't rushing and if I had time to let you know I love you and you're always on my mind
Raise different I know I ain't living right
But I thought if I would pray then that would make the wrongs right
So tell me why I still ain't let it go
And why I can't forget it, every day I still know and why I think of it the middle of the day
And why I feel the world know like it's written over my face
Did so much dirt I never meant to lose sight of what was really important reasons to really fight