[Verse 1]
I wear my sickness like a, like a wedding band
I've been touching myself all day with a hammer and nail
The flat-footed, mule-faced-fucker, the shit-bird derelict-king
I drew a portrait of how I think I'd look with my hands around my own throat

[Refrain]
And if you could
If you could see me now

[Verse 2]
I have all the makings of a despicable man, all the qualifications of your best friends
And if this were allowed, I'd come over and show you what makes a man, making a man, making a man, man, man, made a man
If that girl could see me now
Fingers like a bookmark, reaching into my chest and saving that empty page

[Refrain]
If you could
If you could see me now

[Outro]
I'm just a face connected to an appetite, demanding self abuse
I feed myself by the handful like your kids at a petting zoo
I'm just a face connected to an appetite, demanding self abuse
I feed myself by the handful like your kids at a petting zoo