[Intro]
It's over
I take back what I said
I’m sitting with this life I [?]
Boy it's hurting my head
It's the middle of October
I take back what I said
I’m sitting with this life I [?]
(Mikey Joe made this)
Boy it's hurting my head
It's the middle of October
Ayy

[Verse 1]
As a kid cuz I never really had shit
Stale bag of bread no butter with some Weetbix
Long necks in the fridge used to rattle
See my mumma was a drinker
It's the same old pattern
Next day waking up and she still drunk
Drunk away her sorrows but I know she still loved us
But one day you see it went to far
Mumma never woke up and that broke my heart
It's like

[Chorus]
You been on my mind for a while now
You been on my mind for a while now
There was nothing more but I just couldn't see it
There was nothing more but I just couldn't see it
You been on my mind for a while now
You been on my mind for a while now
You said it wasn't bad what does that mean?
You said it wasn’t bad what does that mean?
[Verse 2]
Ayy cuz it’s been a while since we spoke
It's still all love
Your still my boy from the go
Real talk cuz I know you’re going through it
I've been there too and you're just mad at the world but cuz
Hit me up if you need me I'm still here
Your not alone cuz you know that she’s still here
I hope one day the pain goes away
She's proud off you cuz I won't forget Mother's Day
It was just me an you
At the graveyard
I said how you holding up
You said shit's been hard
Dad's not well and Shay just gave birth
You was sitting on the seat and I was laying in the dirt, uh

[Chorus]
You been on my mind for a while now
You been on my mind for a while now
There was nothing more but I just couldn't see it
There was nothing more but I just couldn't see it
You been on my mind for a while now
You been on my mind for a while now
You said it wasn't bad what does that mean?
You said it wasn't bad what does that mean?
[Verse 3]
These picture frames on my wall I can't get 'em straight
Loaded pistol in my hand and I can't contemplate
How the fuck?
Why the fuck am I still here?
I'm built from that realness my heart doesn't know fear
It knows pain so I guess I'm still broken
Since a kid cuz I been holding onto memories
In my dreams you would come an have a chat
But you walked away mum and you ain't ever coming back
It's like, uh

[Chorus]
You been on my mind for a while now
You been on my mind for a while now
There was nothing more but I just couldn't see it
There was nothing more but I just couldn't see it
You been on my mind for a while now
You been on my mind for a while now
You said it wasn't bad what does that mean?
You said it wasn't bad what does that mean?