They where two little brothers who were oh so close
Until one day mummy died of a drug overdose, so close
To the edge of taking his own life
Your not meant to have them thoughts at the age of nine
But pain was running through this boys veins
Rushed up like cocaine, trynna hang himself with the belt from the door frame
A voice saying kid its all your fault
Turned his back on the world cause he felt lonely and cold
Turned to his auntey trynna find that motherly love
But she was to busy showing drugs that motherly love
A thug is what he turned out to be
From a broken home and a fucked up family
Now he's on a wall path with the thoughts of death
And mad at his father that was someone he never met
So mad at the world, he forgot where he came from
With the heart of a lion and the strength to carry on
The saddest song i think i've ever had to write
Its a side of my life that never sees the light
Sometimes a day dream and i look up in the sky
Some tears in my eyes and i ask my mother why
Did you leave me so young you where meant to be around
6 feet under ground now im crying out loud
I can't take the pain anymore its building up
Then i see my kids face so i will never give it up
How can i turn my back on my little boy man he needs me
My son is my life i would die before he leaves me
I gotta show my little boy how to grow and be a man
And make the best out of life you get no second chance
See the pain in my eyes and its pain you've never felt
Its the life i was given and the cards that i was dealt
This rap shit has to work its the only thing left
Its a song from my heart you can hear it in my breathe
I tell the truth on the track
Im not afraid to let it out, im the best in the game
And thats without a doubt
Rappers think there better so im calling rappers out
Make way for the king, i got my hands on my crown
Who wouldve thought a boy from the gutter
Would make it so big, this ain't a love story its the life that i live\
Come and test a kid, cop a shiv to the kidney
The gutter rap king so Sydney are you with me
Im sick on track and i lace it with crack
And im the one thats bringing gutter rap back with a bang