Raxstar
Insecure
How it all fell apart maybe I was the one to blame
And you opened heart maybe I should’ve done the same
Maybe if what we wanted was the same
Then none of us would’ve had to change
Now we’re both embedded in pain
Said I didn’t want to feel this low again
But hey, here we are, they say your loss is another man’s gain
I don’t want to feel like I ain't in charge
Like I’m lost in another man’s game
Cos the love I had was true
Felt in every drop that’s running in my veins
How could we be so sure
Of what’s pure
And what our loving wouldn’t taint
We can’t even though we tried to do it
I set fire to my past with some lighter fluid
You told me that I didn’t
I told you that I did
I put my heart inside this box
You opened up the lid
Now I’m struggling to breathe
Why did you make me fall for you if your love was gonna leave?

Why?

See what’s funny is everything you choose to forget
Like you put money on us breaking up
And didn’t want to lose the bet
I don’t understand a thing you said
I’m a little bit confused instead
Why do you keep asking about these girls I’ve been with
And who you never met
Like… what’s that gotta do with us?
All I wanted was you and I didn’t want to lose your trust
Why do you keep making me pay for the mistakes I didn’t make
All I’m tryna do is fix a heart that I didn’t break
It wasn’t me that cheated
I can see that you’re still bleeding
Always looking for a reason
To just go off on the deep end
I’m a man I want to feel like you need me
I tell you that I love you and you just say you don’t believe me
You told me that I didn’t
I told you that I did
I put my heart inside this box
You opened up the lid
Now I’m struggling to breathe
Why did you make me fall for you if your love was gonna leave?