Johnnie Guilbert
My Heart’s A Wreck
[Verse 1]
My heart's a wreck
I'm so damn torn
I just feel like I can't go on no more
My life's a mess
And that's for sure
It just always seems to get so much worse

[Pre-Chorus]
I think a lot that's all I do
I think about how much I feel so used
And after all is said is through
I think that you can say you feel it too

[Chorus]
I don't want wanna feel this way
Everything's torturing me
I can feel it on my sleeve
Anxiety is crippling
Take your razor and drag it through
Make sure you feel so used
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me

[Verse 2]
I know that you don't think of me
Maybe it's time that I should finally leave
'Cause why would I ever matter?
When I'm just another face in the crowded room
[Pre-Chorus]
And what is love? It's a fucking lie
Some nights I just wanna cry out my eyes
'Cause all that's said has been said before
Now I know that this is torture

[Chorus]
I don't want wanna feel this way
Everything's torturing me
I can feel it on my sleeve
Anxiety is crippling
Take your razor and drag it through
Make sure you feel so used
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me

[Bridge]
I told you that I'd never be fine without you
And I know that I can't make it through another day the same
But I used to get out of bed and be happy
But now I just see myself in the mirror and I'm angry
'Cause I can't look myself in the face
'Cause I hate my face and my face hates me
And I know that you think that I'm great
But I'm just a waste of space lying on the field
[Chorus]
I don't want wanna feel this way
Everything's torturing me
I can feel it on my sleeve
Anxiety is crippling
Take your razor and drag it through
Make sure you feel so used
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me

[Outro]
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me