Derez De’Shon
Alot Changed
[Intro]
(Listen to this track, bitch)
(June)
Oh, oh
Oh, yeah, yeah, uh, yeah
Uh

[Chorus]
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot, I say a lot done changed me

[Verse 1]
Looking in the mirror, can't see myself sometimes
Looking in the mirror, I see death sometimes
Fighting this depression, I need help sometimes
Popping pills, trying to heal this mental health of mine
A lot done changed me
Not no money, not no bitches, thots couldn't change me
My dawg done changed on me a lot like he got rabies
Would have gave you everything I got, but you betrayed me
N***as got lost and now they act like they was saving me
Swear I can't stand this shit no more, paraplegic
Somebody call the fire marshal 'cause I'm heated
Standing in the hole all myself, guess I was team-less
But I stayed ten-toes down, undefeated
Them n***as jumped off sides and they threw flags, homie
I ain't going back and forth, but I got racks on me
You know what's in that bag, I got straps on me
You don't wanna see me mad, it get mad ugly
I swear that love drove a n***a crazy
Treated you like blood, cut me like a razor
All I showed was love and you showed me hatred
I ain't trying to judge you, but why'd you change? Yeah, yeah
[Chorus]
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot, I say a lot done changed me
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot, I say a lot done changed me

[Verse 2]
All this pain, all I could do was pray
Sister got raped, what I'm 'posed to say?
Huh, when she called, I ain't answer, man, this shit insane
I tell her it's okay, just glad she ain't get AIDS
But she say she feel like dyin' everyday
I swear I feel the teardrop on my eyes to my face
And I swear I be lyin' if I say that I'm okay
Murder on my mind, got me slidin' with the K
Yeah, I should have listened to my gut, but I didn't
N***as shot up my truck, tried to kill me, but they missed me
And ever since that day, when I wake up, I see life different
Yeah, and ever since that day, I think of everything I didn't
Like, what my children gon' do if I leave?
What my mama gon' do if I'm gone when she need me?
I promise to be strong, don't get me wrong, it ain't easy
Scared to be alone, had what I wanted, but she leave me
And I gave her all the reasons
All the lyin', all the cheatin'
All the time I was following all these demons
I let them trick me out my mind, I was deleted
And all the time I was blind, but I should have seen it
I'm sorry, Lord
[Chorus]
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot, I say a lot done changed me
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot, I say a lot done changed me