[Intro]
Beast
I don’t even mean in the sheets
and I don’t even mean in the streets
I could dust my footprints it could follow me
I don’t really talk to nobody
I ain’t anti social
The world just killed my chance of being hopeful
Eye contact is my worst enemy
I keep my head down, disregard what’s in me
Fine with fine intentions
Starting to miss the classroom and the desk in detention
I dont wanna be cliche
But I don’t think anybody understands me
Feel like everybody telling me
"Watch where you stand please"
Better conversations with police
Than girls from metras, and cul de sac streets
By now I learned to block out the noise
It still seeps in sometimes and I know it
One day I’m hugging my mom
The next I’m choking a fuckboy
That won’t shut up
I hold his head down and neck tight til his eyes roll up
Then I lay with a girl and watch the sun come up
Some days move too fast to grab a rung
And I worry if I’ll ever get to come up
I can’t say fuck you if you doubted me
Cause if I was you I would doubt me too
I just can’t wait til you see past my mask
So when they say they proud of me I could say me too
I gave up too much for this shit
Matter fact at this point all I have is this shit
A pussy boy could fuck around and get shot up for this shit
I’m tired of these people, they could see right through me
Or come and go, watch me like a drive-thru movie
My past ran a track race and I feel like I’m losing
I got good intentions, ask anybody who actually took the time to dive into my mind
And even some of them fell off
I ain’t what you see through your camera lens,
your rearview mirror, or your fucked up friends
Telling you don’t forget me, I got plenty in store
Just don’t talk to me later on if you hadn’t been there before

[Verse 1]
Your face so long
Your eyes so low
Dear boy,
what’s wrong?
Why you crying for?

[Hook x4]
I just wanna get to the top
and forget bout everybody
I know who my friends are
my day ones are beside me