[Chorus: JoshuaSageArt]
When I think of you I start to go crazy
Crazy again and again
And if I'm honest I've been on my own lately
That's facts I cannot pretend
There's been lots of sleepless nights here lately
I think I'm better off dead
No I'm not, maybe it's true
Maybe I was just dead to you

[Verse 1: JoshuaSageArt]
And I know that I'm sinking to the bottom
And I know that things aren't the way they were last autumn
Yeah yeah
But if we talking bout some hits I got em
And if we talking about your shoes I bought em
And if we talkin' bout your coats I bought em
And if we talkin' bout your rings I really bought em
But you treat me like I’m worthless...
You fucked me up you know I had to burn that bridge
I’m a lost soul, walking through the darkness mist
You wouldn’t know love if it hit you on the lip and that’s facts
Like DAMN, i'ma right another song
'Cause I’m smokin' all the time takin' hits right out the bong
Like DAMN, don’t know how to get along with my parents cause everything that they think I do is wrong yeah
[Chorus: JoshuaSageArt]
When I think of you I start to go crazy
Crazy again and again
And if I'm honest I've been on my own lately
That's facts I cannot pretend
There's been lots of sleepless nights here lately
I think I'm better off dead
No I'm not, maybe it's true
Maybe I was just dead to you

[Verse 2: Starinthesky]
When we met I told you I had problems
And that I do drugs and drink to solve them
Now I'm poppin' off and everybody callin'
I'm just poppin' pills if I can't crush them I dissolve them
If I can't bring my weed I'm not gon'
I paid for all your shit but I feel like it was stolen
My heart is broken
But I'm steady flowin'
I don't need a pulse
To keep on growing
Yeah, ice in my veins
Yeah, ice in my chain
Got a vice on my brain
And a price on my head
Paid my own price with sweat and pain
Fought the rain
Stayed in my lane
I'm not ever looking back
Things will never be the same
Big body Range
Making big change
I did everything for you
Why'd you have to throw it all away?
[Chorus: JoshuaSageArt]
When I think of you I start to go crazy
Crazy again and again
And if I’m honest I've been on my own lately
That's facts I cannot pretend
There's been lots of sleepless nights here lately
I think I'm better off dead
No I'm not, maybe it's true
Maybe I was just dead to you

[Verse 3: Yungjzaisdead]
I swear I'm better off dead
I swear that we were better as friends
I remember every word that you said
Swear you love me but I know it's pretend
And you tell me you'll be there but you ain't
I knew these feelings would change
Feel like we’re so far away
It haunts me everyday
You still haunt me now
I'll change somehow
Yeah I wish that I could
But I can't change a thing now
Oh I wish that I could
Yeah I wish that I could