[Chorus]
I see shadows at times, you see shadows as well
You don't know me well, I've seen Satan's hell

[Verse 1]
Christmas of like 2014 (Yuh)
My mom in the bed with no blink
I know after this, I'll need shrink
Hospitals suck and, man, this place stink
Smells of chemicals around the air
Stale bread and plates are fucking bare
Hold my mother's hand, I'm in despair
I've never got this close 'cause I was scared
Never seen my whole family in one room
Gathering around waiting for her to go
Why is there not a doctor in here?
Somebody get a doctor in here
Then I heard a beep that was sustained
Oh, boy, fuck, no, no oxygen in her brain
Then my heart start dropping and I get a chest pain
Then a rush of sorrow
Hey, God, are you entertained?

[Chorus]
I see shadows at times, you see shadows as well
You don't know me well, I've seen Satan's hell
I see shadows and trails, you see shadows and trails
Now you know me well, we've seen Satan's hell
[Verse 2]
I can't believe the tears that are falling down, I never cry
You've made me try, still don't deserve to die
All of this a game now?
It's just a game? (It's just a game?)
It's just a joke, right? It's just a farce? (It's just a farce?)
Mourning for the times I don't feel
I just nod my head, it's not even real
Best believe if I could change anything I ever did
It was build a better connection with **** and ****
Starting out was too late, boy, it's too far gone
Looking at my fucking **** through my palm

[Bridge]
Stop, listen to your brain, get a razor to your vein
You don't need to finish life, you just need to vanish, die
Stop, listen to your brain, get a razor to your vein
You don't need to finish life, you just need to vanish, die

[Chorus]
I see shadows at times, you see shadows as well
You don't know me well, I've seen Satan's hell
I see shadows and trails, you see shadows and trails
Now you know me well, we've seen Satan's hell