[Verse]
Why do people we love always hurt us the most
Word to my folks, word to my exes
Word to my friends who turned to my foes
I'm sure its a message, sure its lesson there I hope
Further rejected swerving thru exits learned I been cold like
Like shirtless in Denver, 3rd of December working in snow
Like murderers but a lil' more conservative with my actions
Affirmative I could have n***as turning wigs if I chose look
Yeahhh, heaven or hell I guess its only a balance
I tried to tell somebody I hate them because I loved them
Then I tried to tell somebody I loved them but its a challenge
I got battle scars deep as the Mariana from kin
But swear to god its part of me buried off in my friends
The paradox of a man that's baring all that he can
Don't know where Isaiah started and where Anonymuz ends
I been searching for self, working these words getting turned into wealth
I used to think that I was burning in hell
A bunch of heathens a couple demons around me
Had a n***a almost thinking I preferred in a cell well
Maybe not but sometimes that's how this shit feel
And sometimes don't know how I deal with my thoughts
Cause I had no guidance
My OG couldn't do all she wanted but she was trying
My OG couldn't do all she wanted but she provided
N***a where was you, we was evicted outta the crib
And tripping bout it cause we had to figure out where to live
My homie used to tell me I didn't know who I was
That's why he call me Anonymuz ever since we was kids but
Things change its seasonal unbelievable-baly
I could see it through his perspective but we are too (Yeah)
Different than who we were to keep on using the name
I'm fucking radical n***a that's the point of the x
Its rejecting the stupid labels they give to us to shape
Public perception cuz if you gonna change
These n***as just try to capture the way it was like a movie you framed
True to my family and I'm true to my aim
Root of my malice had to do with my pain
Flew into Dallas, OG told me I should
Flew into Dallas thinking you would be safe
But looking at you I see you in the matrix damn
That's where I figured the irony on it all
But no one else can help you that I'd be the one you call
So obvious to my heart, apple done fell to far
I recognize the karma its tragic and if my ways turn to habits
Well then I'd end up exactly the way you are so
Just know I finally forgive you for all you've done as your son
And that's why Ima name this album is called
ANAGO
For you
Yeah
[Outro: Anon's Pops]
I might not have been in your life all this time
But I've always had you in my mind
And I always pray for you
What I see sitting down on my couch
Isaiah you will not be able to see even when you climb a tree
So that's a African saying
That what a old man sees sitting down
A young man would never be able to see on top of a tree
So be a man, be good, serve god
God is everything