​j. sula
​medianoche
[Chorus]

[Verse 1]
Feeling different since the day I turned 17
They would check on me, I told 'em it was nothing to stress
But down in my chest, it was a pressure that was weighing on me
If I left tonight, don't bother waiting on me, I'm gone, uh
Drea asked me how I'm feeling, I'm fine
My mom asked me how I'm doing, I'm fine
Homies auditing my spirit, it's fine
Truth be told, I'm perpetually lying
Fed myself lines, just for me to get by
Tears wouldn't fall, had me stuck there with red eyеs
Maybe tomorrow be a bettеr day
Maybe then my sorrows be replaced
Maybe, maybe, maybe, had me going crazy 'bout it
In the function, they had liquor, didn't wanna be around it
But snakes in the grass can bite your ankle
Angel told me not to, never listened to my angel
Matthew told me you gon' have to reframe all ya angles
Zach said don't fall for the temptations, it's dangerous
Never was good at taking advice, so
Been tripping and falling all of my life
(One world, one world)

[Verse 2]
Fronting like my God ain't the biggest thing in my life
Funny how they feel that the wrongest thinking is right
World is living color, some see it in black and white
Keep on pushing forward until I run out of life
Sometimes, it'll seem like a step forward, and five back
Sometimes, I don't have no more energy to fight back
Sometimes, it's just up to God if I'm feeling like that
Sometimes, He will let me rest so I put on my night cap
Power to the meek for their inheritance is earth
Power to the Author 'cause my plans would never work
In the city, feeling like I'm walking on the dirt
Lord, heal my family 'cause I know they feel the hurt