​j. sula
​sf pink
[Verse 1]
I booked a therapy session, I'll be an hour late
Walk in the office, I'm hiding, don't wanna show my face
Never thought I'd need help, dawg, and I'm ashamed
But I gotta fix the problem living in my brain
You can lead a horse to water, you can't make him drink
Cities burn to the ground when I get time to think
Tequila handle for coping, throwing up in the sink
Instant replay, every time I take a blink
What's the biggest issue? Know it's me, dawg
Thinking I can fix it with tissues and some weed, dawg, nah
Nah, I know it's deeper than that
Conducting therapy with every line, it's deepеr than rap
Heavy burden that I keep on my back, I sleep on my back
So paralyzing dreams of thе past, it's keeping me sad
I know I'm disappointing my dad, my momma stay mad
But out of all the options I had, the one I chose got me glad
Uh, this the point of no return, huh?
It's so many lessons on my own I gotta learn, huh?
But I always been good at taking notes
So when I set sail, I know my ship will stay afloat

[Chorus]
I just needed time
Space to heal my mind
Clouds passing me by
And I think I'll be fine
The world goes round and round
There's color and there's sound
I'm still holding me down, so if I'm holding you up
I'll try and figure it out
[Verse 2]
I figured out the eye of my object
Peripheral vision, I'm putting paces in the process
Plotting out the points and pointing north, I follow stars and
I been poignant with my prose, but I suppose that I should pause that
I'm focused on myself, I'm close to getting better
Heavenly choirs of angels singing to me
Praying like a pastor or a prophet or a missionary
Look up being human and you'll find me in the dictionary
I been like a visionary

[Bridge]
Pretty future where I ain't got nothing wrong with mind
That's a good world, good world
I live in the real world, real world
But I know I could have that
Pretty future where I ain't got nothing wrong with mind
That's a good world, good world
I live in the real world, real world
But I know I could have that

[Chorus]
I just needed time
Space to heal my mind
Clouds passing me by
And I think I'll be fine
The world goes round and round
There's color and there's sound
I'm still holding me down, so if I'm holding you up
I'll try and figure out