​j. sula
​i wish.
[Verse 1]
Perusing through some pictures from the past
Back when skipping kindergarten at the age of 5 was crazy
Back when I was good at math
Back when I biked around the city
Didn't have to worry 'bout the speed limit on my dash
Back when making it to class was my biggest problem
Now I got mo' problems up the ass
Life is moving too fast for me nowadays
Nowadays I'm hoping for my blessings
Hoping that you'll be okay to find your own direction
Directionless for a long time, I finally learned my lesson
But even then, the road ahead is foggy still
The future keeps me guessing, uh

[Verse 2]
I pray for ya, every single day I pray for ya
Hoping that the Lord has another pretty day for ya
If you wanted me with you then I would stay for ya
And if you wanted me gone, I'd run away for ya
I'd do everything and I mean it
Baby, you're a drug and I'm practically fiending
Only route I wanna take from here is the scenic
Everybody imagines but I already seen it, I seen it
I mean shoot, whatever you wanna do
It's really all on you, so tell me to make a move and I'll make it
I seen people come and go from here like every winter
Literally every winter, never stop to chat a bit or smell the roses
And in the rush to get to where we're going
We just end up going out of focus
Real love is going out of business
Why find your happiness when you can go and rent it?
I'm just saying
I wish I could change the timing
Change my mind and change my life, I'm out