​j. sula
​lost n found
[Verse 1: bells]
You swervin
Kicked to curbin
I’m burning
You so disturbing
It’s so concerning
You Left no warning
Went to sleep here
And u gone by the morning
You left your shirt
At the foot of the bed
You Left without words
Left it all unsaid
And It kinda hurt
How u shot us down dead
But you don’t deserve
Taking my last breath and
You playin stupid boy
You had to lose it
I Gave you my love and
You went and abused it
Why are you crazy
And why do i care
Steady callin me baby
Then u never there
Why you act so dilusional
Fucked up and stupid you
Always end up ruining
All thats beautiful
Take all the color
You took all the light
To think i coulda loved you
If you just acted right
Now i never come around
Always gonna feel like i jus let you down
Circling we lost then found
How can i keep on falling now i’m underground
[Verse 2: YOSHUA]
Talking, talking, talking like you innocent of all of this
Blame it all on me as if you weren't the cause of all of it
Yeah, alright I did some things but that's because you started it
Guess you just forgot about all of my, all my bargaining
You know that you switched up, this wasn't how it used to be
Say you tried to give me love, it feels more like you're using me
Calling on my phone when you're alone, and so I stupidly
Head over to give what you want, but then you go refusing me
Say that you got plans today, say you gotta cancel, aye
You out with your girls and that's okay, I understand, but hey
I looked at your story on your snap but ain't seen one of ur friends
Instead I saw you shotgun in the Benz
And that's that same Benz you pulled up in one night to the curb
It was a guy driving, you told me that's your friend from work
And you said not to worry 'bout him, you don't like him like that
But if that's true, then tell me why you lied about him like that?
But fuck an apology, fuck my excuses
I had all your trust but I had to go losing it
This just a way I could cope with mistakes I made
I just hope you'll let me come back one day