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Stuck in the Rain
[Intro: Chance The Rapper]
Chance's "NaNa" ad-lib

[Verse 1: YOSHUA]
I fell in love with a girl who didn't care about me
Or she cared, but she saw loving me as a hobby
Like it was a pastime, so I thought it was past time
To cut that girl loose into the world, delete her line
Now it's time to find somebody new for me
Someone caring, someone special, someone lovely
Someone who'll be there for me and love me
'Cause I swear I need loving
I'll do the same, I spill these thoughts from out my brain
September took a toll on me, I might go insane
But I gotta stay strong for my fam, though
Praise God who led me to promised land, whoa
It's acid rain pouring on my face
I'm headed straight to a bad place
I need an answer, I need some closure, not the doja
This was a cancer, that's not important, I need to focus
What's my life but a series of unfortunate events?
People I thought would never leave just came and went
But that's life, I suppose, full of disappointments
Sometimes I swear it feel like I got an appointment
With depression and sadness, we meet Tuesdays at 3
If it's a holiday, it don't matter, see you at 3
So where I'm finna be?
In the office, chilling with the E's
I'm really scared, I can't do this, I'm unprepared
She left my heart on a stretcher, and now my soul is bared
It's wide open for anybody to see through me
It's all going bad in my life, it's like a funny movie
Where the character gets subject to pain
Emotional and mental type to the brain
Please, God, release my chains
I'm tripping and slipping on this acid rain
[Verse 2: FORREST]
Ask myself, man
Is it even worth it?
I've tried and tried and I ain't never gon' be perfect
I've cried out to You day and night and I'm losing faith
That You're even there, what am I supposed to do for this?
I was not prepared, You gave me so much
Then You took it away, why?
And I will wrestle with You every day like Jacob
I'm hoping to fly, I'm numbing my pain with the vein
And I'm in danger, and damn it, I know
Falling on my knees, begging for the Lord
To let me into Heaven's doors

[Bridge: FORREST]
I remember the sweet taste of yesterday
When my heart was singing praises
But now it ain't the same, I'm stressing
And my mind's running through mazes
I'm driving all around town, and I have no idea where I'm going
My eyes start to swell and soon enough
Look down my cheeks, the tears be rolling
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do anymore
I don't know what to do anymore
[Verse 3: FORREST + YOSHUA]
Why do I waste energy on people that lie to me?
Why do I, why do I try to make people happy
When they only end up hurting me?
Why does life's sorrows gotta hit me so hard?
And why do God's phone die every time that I call?
And why do God's phone die every time that I call?
It feel like some days it wouldn't be bad if I just lost it all
I miss the rain, I miss the beach, I miss my dog
I miss my dad, I miss my mom, I miss my home
I miss my girl, I miss my life, I miss my youth
I miss the days when I saw yellow, now I see blue
I miss my little homies, Gabe and Nano
I miss Sammy, I miss Bryan, I miss Cuco
I miss Tyler, I miss my homie Omar
I miss Richard, I miss Ozy, I miss
I miss the days
The days when I wasn't ashamed
To call her baby girl instead of her first name
I miss the days
The love lost and my joy too
I miss the days
At what cost? My baby boo

[Outro: FORREST, YOSHUA & Chance The Rapper]
The days when everything was alright
The days when I didn't have to hide behind a mask and take flight
To my secret place where I let out all my emotions trapped inside
Trapped inside
I really tried to hide
I lost my friend this morning, woke up screaming her name
It meant so much to me, I'm scared it won't be the same
So God, please show Your face
So that my mask will go away
Please show Your face
I am a new man, I am sanctified
Oh, I am holy, I have been baptized
I have been born again, I am the White Light
Rain, rain don't go away