[Intro]
I paint my face every color
I do my body just the same
I try to blend with the master
While I hide my thoughts
In my pain

[Verse]
You can't hear what I'm thinking
You can't feel how I feel
Sometimes I get tired of
Being the mouse, spinning on your wheel

[Chorus]
I will hesitate
I will keep my secrets safe
I won't ruin my good name
Before I speak I hesitate

[Verse 2]
You keep saying you love me
You keep telling me your proud
But you don't know who I am
'Cause you're not even living out loud

[Chorus]
I will hesitate
I will keep my secrets safe
I won't ruin my good name
Before I speak I hesitate
[Bridge]
Care about the neighbor's talk
Too much to know that I was lost
No apology
But don't worry, I'm fine
'Cause I don't need your piece of mind
Now I'm finally free

[Chorus]
I won't hesitate
I won't keep my secrets safe
I won't ruin my good name
'Cause when I speak I won't hesitate