(Intro:TBoiSmoke)
Ah
TBoiSmoke up in this bitch n***a
Ah
This pain is shit but....aight
Yeah aight
We tryin'
(Verse 1:TBoiSmoke)
To the moon
Flyin' away, flyin' away
Can't even say what i'm gonna motherfucking say
I'm freestyling on the beat every motherfucking day
I wanna express my pain
I wanna have my story out there, in the rain
A story of my own pain, and my own rain
My tears is the motherfucking rain
And my chains is all diamonds
On yo own feet, don't walk all over me
Bitch i ain't drowning, i'm slowly burning away
Hell hounds on my trail
N***a am i even gonna unveil?
What i got coming for this?
What i got coming for christmas
I don't even know if i will make it to motherfucking christmas
I hate the motherfucking holidays
Everybody hate on me
I wanna rule my life and they all just complain about me
(Bridge:TBoiSmoke)
''You a bad son''
''You a bad brother''
''You don't even have a mother''
N***a, i can't even do anything about that
Please shut yo fuckin' ass up
I don't even wanna hear it
I don't even wanna know it
Y'all make me wanna cry
Y'all make me wanna die, commit suicide
I wanna try, i wanna try
To see, if i can leave
People really be...,
From the D to the A
My lungs black
My fingers grey
(Verse 2:TBoiSmoke)
Will i survive it?
Will i still live today?
Whatcha gotta say?
Where you go?
They wanted my money
Had to leave that hoe
I don't have shit for greedy n***as
But i'm on yo ass and i'm pulling triggers
I'm throwin up with my fingers
I don't fuck with you pussy singers
Turn off the sound, destroy yo ringers
My diamonds they singing, they sittin, they tinglin'
But i'm still cryin'
Still tryin', inside i'm still dyin'
When i die, you won't miss me
That ain't who you see
Soul goin' up, unconscious
And i'm gone
Money don't solve yo problems, it just numb it
Like weed
(Outro:TBoiSmoke)
Money don't make yo pain go away
It just numb it, for a while, until you got used to it
Than it's over