[Intro]
Now, that's what I call dark magic
Uh-huh, uh-huh, one, two
Live from the underworld

[Verse 1]
I like to act like I'm alright to you
While wrapping and packaging, 'cause I
Don't want to let them know about what has happened and so I
Put on a play and I pretend I'm okay
It's nothing new, I just figure I was born this way
It's funny
I think I've gotten every wish that I asked for
A million fans, record deals, multiple world tours, but
I always feel that every time that I reach goals
I'm never feeling different
It's the same incomplete hole
Inside of me
It's too much irony
'Cause see I try to feel alive but always feel the reaper eyeing me
So fuck it
This industry has taken every part of me
My self-worth, happiness, and any sense of harmony

[Pre-Chorus]
I wanna wake up in the eighth grade
Momma downstairs, yelling up that I'ma be late
Just to realize that all of this was a bad dream
So I can set my life on a different path and be happy
[Chorus]
I've been on my grind like I'm Tunechi
Motherfuckers back home say they knew me
Did you ever really care about me?
Did you ever really care about me?
Bought a crib up north like I'm 6 God
Got a cult fanbase, fuck a TikTok
See, they never really cared about me
Yea, they never really cared abou–

[Verse 2]
Yeah
Ever since I turned twenty-one, the color faded
No matter what the fuck I do, I end up feeling jaded
And any sign of joy I feel only gets sedated
And any sign of hope is cut off and eliminated
Tell me why I feel the need to whine on instrumentals
I'm never feeling different, not even incremental
And all these fans look at me like I'm a therapist
I'm barely standing, tryna find my balance on a precipice
Yikes
But I still body every single genre
And I could tour with any band that I wanna
So tell me how to find the light in the darkness
I'll show you how to make yourself the biggest target
[Pre-Chorus]
I wanna wake up in the eighth grade
Momma downstairs, yelling up that I'ma be late
Just to realize that all of this was a bad dream
So I can set my life on a different path and be happy
I wanna wake up in the eighth grade
Momma downstairs, yelling up that I'ma be late
Just to realize that all of this was a bad dream
So I can set my life on a different path and be happy

[Chorus]
I've been on my grind like I'm Tunechi
Motherfuckers back home say they know me
Did you ever really care about me?
Did you ever really care about me?
Bought a crib up north like I'm 6 God
Got a cult fanbase, fuck a TikTok
See, they never really cared about me
Yea, they never really cared abou–

[Outro]
The cult of the reaper saved me