Ekoh
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[Chorus: Drowsy]
I said I'm happy for you
But I know that I lied
When I said I could prove
That I need you by my side
And I'm just so tired of lying awake
So tell me a story to put me to sleep
Cuz I'm happy for you even though you're not mine

[Verse 1: Ekoh]
Yeah, late night, staring at the ceiling
Scrolling through my phone like that's the way that I’ve been dealin'
I was made this way, can’t escape thoughts of how I made mistakes
That’s probably why I'm calling you again, oh
Just sayin', yeah, I've got a feelin' the feelin' I've been erased with
Another heart that took the story, we wrote and replaced it
But know you were right
You could find someone who was better
I know I never treated you like you were mine
I, I, I keep lying like
Life’s not difficult
If I'm so over this
Then why am I missing you?
Said you couldn't live your life without me
Look at you, doin' just fine there without me
I see you're doin' okay
And I'mma lie like I'm doing the same
[Chorus: Drowsy]
I said I'm happy for you
But I know that I lied
When I said I could prove
That I need you by my side
And I'm just so tired of lying awake
So tell me a story to put me to sleep
Cuz I'm happy for you even though you're not mine

[Verse 2: Ekoh]
I know you’re turning a page
Movin' and getting engaged
Finally see you’re right a couple years too late
But if I could go back
I would be that whole half
I would try to save us
Hold you close and slow dance
And now I live just numbing the pain
And lately it's been hard to look at this cuz baby I ain't really changed much
Stay up workin' on this fake love from the people who don't give a fuck just tryin' to replicate us
And I look at you
You’ve got a stranger in your photo
And forgot me, but know it's probably better for you
And I pushed you away
And got the things I thought I wanted
But I still just feel the same, yeah
Said that I could live my life without you
Look at me, fallin' apart here without you
You say you’re doin' great
And I lie right through my teeth when I say—
[Chorus: Drowsy]
I said I'm happy for you
But I know that I lied
When I said I could prove
That I need you by my side
And I'm just so tired of lying awake
So tell me a story to put me to sleep
Cuz I'm happy for you even though you're not mine

[Bridge: Ekoh]
And I keep on callin'
Hopin' that you need me too, but you keep on movin' on
Sayin' that it's best for you
You can live a fairy tale but I know you remember sayin' it was me and you forever so
I will keep movin' on
And pretend that I’m happy for you

[Chorus: Drowsy]
I said I'm happy for you
But I know that I lied
When I said I could prove
That I need you by my side
And I'm just so tired of lying awake
So tell me a story to put me to sleep
Cuz I'm happy for you even though you're not mine