What a hell of a drug
Ice is when you can't get enough
Had me stuck in a bit of rut
No sleep for 6 days, not giving a fuck
I was running amuck
Methamphetamine all in my lungs
Like a dumb cunt, I had to hide it all from mum
For what
Two years of good sex and no food
Just to watch it come undone, fuck
I lost it a little as I sat and fiddled my thumbs
Thinking what have I done
I should be dead right now
Cause’ i don't deserve to breathe if
This is what it means to be numb
Fuck it, I'm on one
Drake and party had me to turnt up
Had a party in the hills, getting too burnt up
Drink driving at the wheel with a few red cups
Sweet puff in the glovebox, you know what
Thinking I should know better
But I wanted to be a go getter
I wanted to stay up star gazing all week
No regrets, yeah no letter
I was addicted to a life
A life that revolved around ice
And that’s my only weakness
Staring down the stem of a pipe
I don't really wanna' be here
And I don't really wanna' live no more
I think my mum don't love me
My dad don't know me
And now I'm stuck staring at these 4 white walls
Like, aren’t you gonna’ save me?
Dear god, please aren't you gonna’ save me?
I mean I wish I could stop
But I got so much money in the bank
Sitting there and it's crazy
Fast forward 2 years later
Sitting here thinking how did I make it
Through all the addiction and pain
That it caused for the people around me
Fuck satan, I'm on gods side
And if there's no god, guess I am one
It was all up in my head, thank god I’m not American
I probably would have picked up
A fully loaded fucking handgun and
Put it to my temple, go pop
Felt like that's the only way to make it stop
Tweaking at the shops
Just to get a lightbulb
Cause' i had to throw the pipe out just to hide it from the cops
Lord, doesn't that sound crazy?
Doesn't that sound full on?
This drug was the only thing I was full of
Blindfolded, I had to take the wool off
Yeah, thinking I should know better