Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happenin'
It's like nothing I could do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again

'Cause from so many words I could say I
Put all the pain you gave to me on display
But I didn't realize instead of settin' it free, I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

It never goes away, never goes away

And now you've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear

I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I let myself become you