[Verse 1: Shiki]
I been on this music grind for a while
Kept it down for my imoutos
Cultivated my style
Tell people I'm satisfied really I'm in denial
The person I truly wanna be too wicked and vile
Man I ya'll hope you're listening now
Cause y'all 'bout to get that real shit
No holes barred, no censoring like raw dogging your lil' sis
That's implications of felony
These expectations weighing me down
Meanwhile I'm burying my woes beneath music
These sounds keep me sane, but is that really something new
Succumbing to depression in attempts to find the truth
Need imouto-chan's kiss to help me out this dark abyss
As I went to slit my wrist someone they came and told me this

[Chorus: NZY Marcus]
I'm positive the sun will shine, tomorrow baby
You never know if the future hold us or throws us
You make me shine when the lights out
I can't see the path that I mapped out
You picked me up when I was down and I thank you for it
Ooh, what would I do without you?
What would I do without you?
[Verse 2: Shiki]
What would I do without my fans
What would I do without my love
What would I do without my faith in the almighty god that's up above
Looking down on a siscon sinning
Still I'm blessed man
On my comprehension my life's mission
Is to do something different, and to be someone different
Frequently attack my faith
In the eyes of my peers, see embedded hate
I'm greeted every night by my past mistakes
If I could I'd take a knife to my fucking face
But I don't want to be declined the pearly gates
Ain't that a bitch
Swear depression kills me every night
I'm brought back everyday like Lazarus
And that's cancerous to my soul
Shit I'm barley over twenty years old
Still this like has lead me to misanthropy
Worlds expectations like canopies looming over me
Too high to reach
Standards absurd, cannot meet
Just see leechers on my twitter feed
Never helpful in my time of need
Drop that song else kill me
N***as say "We want more of this"
Well this is it, not so glamorous
Just the ideals of a misanthropist
And that's crazy shit I don't let it out
Keep it positive, ya'll see the doubt
Just a penitent just bleed it out
Listeners don't know about all the pain within this n***a
How my heart has been disfigured
How my positive demeanor has been [?] down to a sliver
By these bitches, by these n***as
All I need my little sister
She said I been looking sicker I looked back and told her
[Chorus: NZY Marcus]
I'm positive the sun will shine, tomorrow baby
You never know if the future hold us or throws us
You make me shine when the lights out
I can't see the path that I mapped out
You picked me up when I was down and I thank you for it
Ooh, what would I do without you?
What would I do without you?