[Verse 1]
Looking in the mirror
And I think I see it clearer now
I placed the blame on everyone else
Always really liked to be right

[Pre-Chorus]
It doesn’t really matter how it happened
When you’re looking back
No one really lives in the end
Hits me every now and again

[Chorus]
And the anger felt good for a season
Picking fights with my friends for no reason
And all of this is over drinking
Doesn't mean that she’s coming back home
I don’t wanna sugarcoat this
Stop dumbing down all my emotions
When it just sucks, when you’re holding on
For your life, to a rope that’s just floating in the night

[Verse 2]
The toughest pill to swallow
The hardest thing for me to take
Wasn’t that you needed the space
You told me that I wasn’t safe
[Pre-Chorus]
It doesn’t really matter how it happened
When you’re looking back
I just hope that you’re okay
I dream of punching him in the face

[Chorus]
And the anger felt good for a season
Picking fights with my friends for no reason
And all of this is over drinking
Doesn't mean that she’s coming back home
I don’t wanna sugarcoat this
Stop living out all my emotions
When it just sucks, when you’re holding on
For your life, to a rope that’s just floating in the night

[Instrumental Break]

[Bridge]
And I don’t know how to let you go
When did it go wrong? And why did you leave me alone?
I don’t know how I’ll let you go
When did it go wrong? And why did you leave me alone?

[Chorus]
The anger felt good for a season
Picking fights with my friends, I don’t need them
All of this is over, drinking’s got me
Drinking helps me when I sleep alone
I don’t wanna sugarcoat this
Stop fucking with all my emotions
When it just sucks, when you’re holding on
For your life, to a rope that’s just floating in the night