What should I do?
Lock my heart in a prison cell?
Throw away the key
Never to be seen again?
Each time I think I've found the one
They turn around
And finally there's no one
I don't want to play no games anymore
Im tired of the hurt, the betrayal, I can't seem to settle the score
It's man after man at this point
Can I get break, I'm tired of flipping this coin

Tell what to do
Do I never love again?
Tell me what to do?
Do I hide and live for just myself?

I'm almost 21
I should be having fun
Getting fucked up
Kissing boys
Til I see the sun
But I'm stuck
Stuck being in love
Fake love, stuck in fake love
Just another one of life's obstacles?
They call it character development
But if my character develops more
There won't be much of me anymore
Trading my soul each time
Another comes in my life
Losing a part of me
When they get bored of me
Am I just another body
For him or a trophy
Lord have mercy on my heart
Cause it's torn up, I have no energy

I'm almost 21
I should be having fun
Getting fucked up
Kissing boys
Til I see the sun
But I'm stuck
Stuck being in love
Fake love, stuck in fake love

I don't care if you leave
I cry for hours in the shower
But I won't let you see me cower
"It's all good, wish you the best"
Is what I always say
But I what I really mean is
Your hurt me bad, and I'm on my knees shit
In the end they come back
But by then I've moved from that
I'll feel better until the next
The cycle never ends

The End