Im justifying my life up on a pedistil, nothing seems right to me but I ignnore the real
And now my heart in fixiation with the pain of me
Can't you see dat love the only real thing to me, naw
Cus you want me to pay the fine, so if I lie dat means puts me deeper in the lake of wine
So I drink my life away n cause the stress major, and im glad dat I moved cus im out of danger
And people look at me and I tell u this, they see my guilt turn corners when I take the risk
Can u please wait, dont rush me yall, Im in a pile of my depth and Im takin flaws
But you cud never tell, cus u never listen, but ant no hook in this
Hear me takin vision
Give me time to heal, I gave u time to kill
Give me time to live, I gave u time to chill
Now sit and tell me this, if u really loved me
Why u criticizin, tell me how it feels
This the poem floetry, I hope u get it close