Mad at You

I am so mad at you

For making me such a bastard

For giving me such high standards

I'm mad at you



But I'll find you inside of someone else

Even if finding you in of someone else is hard to do



This never ending pursuit of happiness

Is getting harder and harder to accomplish

The lies I tell myself just so I can get by

Are getting less and less convincing all the time



And I just can't shake the feeling that I'll be alone forever

Please tell me that's not the case



So I will go look for

Things I find important

And qualities that are unique

And traits I find attractive in other people