[Intro: XXXTENTACION & Adam22]
And she was my safe haven, like I would go to her and like-
In the very beginning it was perfect, you feel me?
Like, she was what I wanted, she was-
She was everything for me and she lied to me about some, some stupid shit and then from there-
Like, I got insecure, every, uh, any n***a that say they don't get insecure is lying, you feel me? Like, I got insecure
Mhmmm
I stopped trusting hеr and afterwards
Like, it just breeded a wholе different madness
It just ruined the relationship, huh?
Not even, it ruined me
Hmm
It breeded- It breeded a whole different madness in my head to where I was like, I thought I wasn't enough, you know?
I thought I- I thought I wasn't shit

[Chorus]
Uh, I thought I wasn't shit
I had to deal with all this shit and now you're not even here
So why the fuck did I do this?
I thought I wasn't shit
I had to deal with all this shit and now you're not even here
So why the fuck did I do this?
I thought I wasn't shit
I had to deal with all this shit and now you're not even here
So why the fuck did I do this?
I thought I wasn't shit
I had to deal with all this shit and now you're not even here
So why the fuck did I do this?

[Outro]
I thought I wasn't shit