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My Application to Heaven
How can you stay focused?
How can you see straight?
When your world is seen
Through a happy rose tint
I don't think I feel very comfortable with your heavy finger on the button

It makes me really think that you love me more
Than the woman who labored six hours
To hold my body in her arms
In her arms
Fuck you, Jesus

I was standing on that field of quick
The gates of heaven
For the years of my life I have paid for others love
A mighty fear of God
And for years of my life taken
And the weight upon my shoulders
And I fear that if I told you
My love, that fear is forgiven
As the great book has told
Then the will of God will overcome
And scratch me like an ancient

The will of God will overcome and scratch me like an ancient swarm
Swear to my God
Swear to my God

So I ask to be denied
Lord, give everyone on this planet
A chance to defy and to stand strongly on your shoulders
Let me know when you drop the statement
Of what you want me to do

To stand, stand so heavy up for my God
I fear you won't forgive me like the great book has told
To stand, stand so heavy up for my God
I fear you won't forgive me like the great book
Like the great book has told

I wish you did exist
Because I'd part your ass like the red fuckin' sea
And fuck you until you bleed