[Chorus]
Stayed up late, patiently waitin'
Wishin' you could call
Dreamin' of memories lost in time
Knowin' they're all gone
So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
And throw it against the wall
The higher you fly, the harder you fall
'Til there's nothin' left at all

[Verse 1]
Four in the mornin', I cannot sleep
I am depressed, sittin' up in my bed
My demons are roarin', they're botherin' me
I'm sittin' here with a gun to my head
Finger on trigger, what if I squeeze?
Does that mean that my problems will leave?
And get rid of what's botherin' me?
Does that mean that I'm finally free?
I think of my daughter, I think of my wife
I think of my brothers, I think of my life
Can't leave 'em with bad news
My life is a crapshoot, I'm just shakin' the dice
Had a dream last night (Had a dream last night)
I could hear you say (I could hear you say)
Son, just be strong (Son, just be strong)
You gon' be okay (You gon' be okay)
Tell the truth, I don't feel that way
I still feel fucked up 'til this day
Even when I'm high, I just sit and cry
And I wonder why I still feel this pain
I wish Heaven wasn't so far away
I wish I could visit just for a day
I still had so much left to say
Bow our heads and let us pray
[Chorus]
Stayed up late, patiently waitin'
Wishin' you could call
Dreamin' of memories lost in time
Knowin' they're all gone
So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
And throw it against the wall
The higher you fly, the harder you fall
'Til there's nothin' left at all

[Verse 2]
I feel like my past will allow me to grow
Feel like this liquor is drownin' my soul
Why am I spiralin' out of control?
I cannot get myself out of this hole
I keep tryin', I keep crawlin'
The sound of silence, I hear it callin'
I was flyin', now I'm fallin'
My health's declinin', I'm an alcoholic
There's no one else, it's just myself
Alone in thought, I stand and dwell
I'm the go-to guy, so who do I
Go to when I, need some help?
No one gives a fuck about me, I'm on my own
If misery loves company then why am I alone?
I pour another drink just to get in my zone
I swear that I'ma change, but I know that I won't
Let me face the facts (Face the facts)
Wish I could take it back (Take it back)
Wish I could fade to black (Fade to black)
Wish I could change the past (Wish I could change the past)
But in my mind, I wish that I could rewind
Press pause and live my life inside a moment of time
But I can't
[Chorus]
Stayed up late, patiently waitin'
Wishin' you could call
Dreamin' of memories lost in time
Knowin' they're all gone
So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
And throw it against the wall
The higher you fly, the harder you fall
'Til there's nothin' left at all