Dee Watkins
Ecstasy
[Intro]
Make it home
Feelin' 'lone
Uh
Let it call, I ain't answerin' the phone
Uh

[Chorus]
I fell in love, baby girl, you my Ecstasy
I'm all alone, I wish you was right here next to me
I love the streets, but I can't let 'em get the best of me
Tryna do right, but I can feel my demons testin' me
Tryna do right, but Lord knows I'm livin' wrong
Don't wanna vent so I just put it in my songs
Don't wanna talk so I ain't answerin' the phone
I know it's hard, but you just gotta hold on

[Verse 1]
Don't tell me that you love me, you lyin'
You know that I ain't perfect, but I'm tryin'
My n***as by that voilence, they be slidin'
I know my opps be on my trail, but I ain't hidin'
Tell me how it feel to fall in middle of them streets
I be fightin' demons, I can't seem to get no sleep
I can't fall in love, 'cause they say love is for the weak, bae
But girl, you keep me runnin' back just like a replay
Tell me how you feel, promise to keep it real
Would you still have love me if I ain't signed the deal?
You text so good, girl, I'll eat you for my last meal
That's just the way I feel, I wanna help you heal
[Chorus]
I fell in love, baby girl, you my Ecstasy
I'm all alone, I wish you was right here next to me
I love the streets, but I can't let 'em get the best of me
Tryna do right, but I can feel my demons testin' me
Tryna do right, but Lord knows I'm livin' wrong
Don't wanna vent so I just put it in my songs
Don't wanna talk so I ain't answerin' the phone
I know it's hard, but you just gotta hold on

[Verse 2]
VVS diamonds, I'm changin' the weather
Free all my n***as, we steppin' forever
Pop me a Perc' now I'm feelin' lil' better
Tell other n***as to get on my level
Broke bitch can't get right so I left her
Long live Nick boy, I love you forever
Walkin' with God, but I dance with the devil
Fuck n***a play, get put on a stretcher
Aye, I don't think that I can love you again
And I don't think that I can trust you again, no
Beefin' with my family, goin' through it with my kid for
He say he don't like me, I said fuck it, n***a, ten fold
I gotta smile when I'on even wanna smile
I miss my n***as, I ain't seen 'em in a while
I got some n***as catchin' cases, fightin' trials
Don't wanna hold it down, [?]
Uh, let's go
[Chorus]
I fell in love, baby girl, you my Ecstasy
I'm all alone, I wish you was right here next to me
I love the streets, but I can't let 'em get the best of me
Tryna do right, but I can feel my demons testin' me
Tryna do right, but Lord knows I'm livin' wrong
Don't wanna vent so I just put it in my songs
Don't wanna talk so I ain't answerin' the phone
I know it's hard, but you just gotta hold on