(i am alive)

Was it too much 2 ask for
To ask for the heart back
The heart that you took from me

(did i deserve this fall?)

And i know what you want
But it stops my need
Im just in too deep

I know what i took
And you know how it looks
But i promise that im fine

And im drunk again
Laid out on the floor
I shouldn't ever be adored

Could never solve this
Was never honest

Need it yeah, my last high
I never wanted, us to fight
The missed time, wasted
I needed one last time
I needed one last time with you
I need to apologize to the ones
I loved, the ones that i shouldn't of
The holes that i covered up
All this over you
Not enough

I ain't even know myself
When you left
Do you remember how you felt
For me?

Was it too much 2 ask for
To ask for the heart back
The heart that you took from me

(did i deserve this fall?)

And i know what you want
But it stops my need
Im just in too deep

I know what i took
And you know how it looks
But i promise that im fine
(i never wanted this)