[Verse 1: d4vd]
It don't take much to love you
Lying in my bedroom with the windows open wide
Tell me, if it's real, do you want me?
Talking to the voices in my head
Replay everything I said "Sorry, sorry"
I told you I was sorry
Sorry
And I could be what you want
If I have to take out all the bones inside my body
All this baggage, weight I got on
I can make the stars up in the sky form an army around you
And when the clouds fade away
Nobody stay, I found you
I found you

[Verse 2: glaive]
If you got a problem with me now, just hit Chris about it
I don't give a shit about it, I don't even think about it, huh
Yeah, gotta keep my wits about me
Haven't seen my mother in some months, I feel her arms around me
Oh-oh, I feel God surround me
Look me in my eyes, I heard you know all about me
Never tried to take my life, but of course I fucking thought about it

[Verse 3: ericdoa]
I thought about it, but I never did it (I never did it)
(Social suicide) I plan on going missing (Yeah)
Want the old me, but back then I felt hogtied (Ah)
You don't know me, you just know someone that was online (Yeah)
I've shed tears every time I looked through the archive (Through the archive)
See a flashback of the old me in my hard drive
Lying if I said that I don't think about it much
I just need to throw it up, I just need to throw it— (Fuck)
[Pre-Chorus: glaive, ericdoa, Both]
Yeah, I can fight to live it all again
Quite confident and we prospering
Juventus with the draw again, like, fuck
I just made the call again, like, fuck
​slowsilver soldier, baby, throw it up

[Chorus: glaive & ericdoa]
Throw it up, throw it up
Baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up
Baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up
Baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up
Baby, please just throw it up

[Verse 4: ericdoa]
And my past will keep following me (Following me)
And my ego's just hollowing me (Hollowing on)
Better speed up, get a move on
How much I gotta pay you just to move on? (Move on)
Should we call this love? (Call this love) I don't understand (Understand)
To you, I'm your heart, but I'm only a man
I don't wanna treat you like a crutch (slowsilver03)
I, I, I wanna see you in this bih, man, throw it up
[Chorus: glaive]
Throw it up, throw it up
Baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up
Baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up
Baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up
Baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up
Baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up
Baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up
Baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up
Baby, please just throw it—