[Verse]
I used to get cornered, used to get scared
I used to get frightened and pull my own hair
I used to get yelled at for going outside
I used to get yelled at for sleeping on the stairs
I used to be a loner, nobody cared
I used to be home schooled, used to be weird
I used to wear shoes that were twice my size
I used to wanna kill myself sometimes
I used to wear a mask as an insecure kid
I used to tell myself I don't wanna have kids
I used to get bullied, I took it on the chin
I used to get punched in the face and the ribs
I tried to fight back but I never stood a chance
I used to hold my own damn blood in my hands
When I was like thirteen all I did was cry
My fifteenth birthday wish was to die
I worked at Starbucks for a little while
It took my mind off anything wild
I tried to keep composure, tried to stay good
I was at church every day that I could
Sayin', "God can you take my pain? 'Cause it still won't go away, and I know some things don't change, but can you change this one thing for me?"