Left at London
XL
Every single
Dress I have
Is suddenly
Too damn small

I gotta
Buy more
But I’m afraid what I would look like
Up a size more
I’ve been a piece of shit
I cannot leave my bedroom
These lyrics get a bit predictable
But I’ma write this type of song a couple times
Again like four or
Five more
If I don’t like to smoke
Then why did I get high for?
I tried to sell my cat
I thought “I might be dead soon”
So thank you Katie
If you’re hearing this
It means that I won’t do it
& I’m sorry I don’t write more

So why
Does my heart break
So much
Can it do something else? Oh
I don’t wanna live
Like I do
Like I always did
I don’t wanna live
If I do
Something’s gotta give

I don’t wanna live
Like I do
Like I always did
I don’t wanna live
If I do
Something’s gotta give

I don’t wanna be alarmist
I don’t wanna be

Feel it hurt
But I mean it in the best way
In the best way
In the best way

If I don’t, then I feel it on the next day
On the next day
On the next day
Feel it hurt
But I mean it in the best way
In the best way
In the best way

If I don’t, then I feel it on the next day
On the next day
On the next day

Feel it hurt
But I mean it in the best way
In the best way
In the best way

If I don’t, then I feel it on the next day
On the next day
On the next day