[Intro: Jamie Madrox]
Yo, finna take y'all on the sad side, of the sleigh

[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
(Love this holiday) Just leave me lonely, let me
(Let me fade away) I'm findin' it hard to try and love
(Love this time of year) Just leave me lonely, let me
(Let me hide beside my fear) My fear

[Verse 1: Monoxide]
December 25th 1994, three car pile up on the two-way road
Only one survived and you already know
That it was me but the driver from the end of his road
Now, I'm makin' phone calls to everyone he knows
Ruinin' everybody's holiday spirit
But I suppose to hear it from the poet
Who made it, even worse than y'all know, I ain't do it to hurt
I'm already feelin' lower than dirt like I'm leavin' the earth
Just to be alone separated from life's birth
The world segregates and leave me to be on this Christmas
'Cause it's still a little bit too much to deal with
Alone I sit tryna keep it together
But the mo' drunk I get the mo' I remember
That fateful night when you lost your life
And ever since then in my heart Christmas don't feel right
[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
(Love this holiday) Just leave me lonely, let me
(Let me fade away) I'm findin' it hard to try and love
(Love this time of year) Just leave me lonely, let me
(Let me hide beside my fear) My fear

[Verse 2: Jamie Madrox]
No more songs bein' sung in harmony
No more door to door carolers come to bother me
Leave me alone rather be buried in snow
Than to let this feelin' that I'm feelin' have the chance to carry on
I'm like Ebeneezer but I'm down in the dumps
Hope the ghost of Christmas future had the feel to lift me up
Put me back amongst the rest with the smiles of joy
The way you used to captivate me when I was a little boy
Its been a long time since and each and every Christmas
Grow a little bit colder and further from happiness
Now I would never ever want to ruin your time of cheer
So I will keep my distance and sit right here
All alone and by myself not even a Christmas tree
I'm embarrassed at the thoughts you're probably thinkin' of me
So I won't think about it, I just close my eyes
In a cold dark room as I refuse to try to

[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
(Love this holiday) Just leave me lonely, let me
(Let me fade away) I'm findin' it hard to try and love
(Love this time of year) Just leave me lonely, let me
(Let me hide beside my fear) My fear
(Love this holiday) Just leave me lonely, let me
(Let me fade away) I'm findin' it hard to try and love
(Love this time of year) Just leave me lonely, let me
(Let me hide beside my fear) My fear
[Verse 3: Monoxide]
They say that time passes on and it heals all wounds
But this one cut a little too deep and I assume
Which is fine on my feet I can walk out of the gloom
That consumes me like the walls on the room
Been lying for when its finally through, when I could move on
But for now, Christmas is just too wrong
Uh, wish I could sing a new song
Instead I'm chuckin' deuces like a two prong

[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
(Love this holiday) Just leave me lonely, let me
(Let me fade away) I'm findin' it hard to try and love
(Love this time of year) Just leave me lonely, let me
(Let me hide beside my fear) My fear

[Outro: Jamie Madrox]
(Love this holiday) Yo, mindin' your own, diggin' alone
Givin' me the gift, you better get gone
You look in the mail, don't answer the phone
Then fuck off in the car and get in your zone
(Let me fade away) Yo, mindin' your own, diggin' alone
Givin' me the gift, you better get gone
You look in the mail, don't answer the phone
Then fuck off in the car and get in your zone
(Love this time of year) Yo, mindin' your own, diggin' alone
Givin' me the gift, you better get gone
You look in the mail, don't answer the phone
Then fuck off in the car and get in your zone
(Let me hide beside my fear) Yo, mindin' your own, diggin' alone
Givin' me the gift, you better get gone
You look in the mail, don't answer the phone
Then fuck off in the car and get in your zone