[lyrics and song title are not released yet]

Yes, I was a pusher
A pusher?
Yes, I was a pushy pushing push up pusher
I pushed myself hard 'til I couldn't push no further
My father, he told me "Son, you work too god damn hard, ah"

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I denied myself love and my self loathing it grows
I'm wishing for a pause but my brain, it never slows
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