[Chorus: Jake Hill]
All my life
All my life I been chasin'
Tryna find a way to leave out of my mind
I find
I just wanna wake up with no fuckin' pain now
Can't someone help me out
I don't know why
Why the fuck I even try when they still kick me down
Try to hide but they still find a way to pick me out
All I want is just to breathe don't want a single sound
Please just leave me in my grave and put me in the ground

[Verse 1: Josh A]
Ya
I just don't ever open up
So depressed even tho we blowin' up
PTSD my life is rough
Put a mask on but it's not enough
Gotta pick myself up cause I know no one else will
All these raps that I been writin but I gotta find myself still
And the fans won't ever know what they're never told
So I write lines all about my lows
All these tracks hard to find my soul
All these tracks here to find my woes
Ya
[Bridge: Josh A]
I just wanna find a way out this nightmare
I just wanna find a way out na na


[Chorus: Jake Hill]
All my life
All my life I been chasin'
Tryna find a way to leave out of my mind
I find
I just wanna wake up with no fuckin' pain now
Can't someone help me out
I don't know why
Why the fuck I even try when they still kick me down
Try to hide but they still find a way to pick me out
All I want is just to breathe don't want a single sound
Please just leave me in my grave and put me in the ground

[Verse 2: Jake Hill]
I do everything I can it doesn't always seem to work
Every time I turn around it seems to get a little worse
But that's no way to live
That's no way to live
Always over thinking everything I do
And everything I did
I'm so sick of making myself feel like shit
Shout out everybody else that has to feel like this
[Bridge: Jake Hill]
But you don't have too
I feel you
I'm mad too
I'm sad too
You'll pull through just like me
One day soon we'll stand free

[Chorus: Jake Hill]
All my life
All my life I been chasin'
Tryna find a way to leave out of my mind
I find
I just wanna wake up with no fuckin' pain now
Can't someone help me out
I don't know why
Why the fuck I even try when they still kick me down
Try to hide but they still find a way to pick me out
All I want is just to breathe don't want a single sound
Please just leave me in my grave and put me in the ground