20. Diseased & Deconstructed

All I need now is you back but I know that I cannot have
What's in your brain, & your veins, I can't say but me you must hate

So, much change, it brought me so much pain
I hate to face a day that won't be the same

So much change it brought me so pain
Why did ya turn all my love to hate?
It's the worst I ever been hurt, beat in the dirt
I had to get up & walk away accepting this pain
You made me fight this alone, when I had no control
I struggled so hard to breathe, I wish you could truly know
I did all I could to repair the deconstruction
But I lost the fight that I gave with all my might
ALL MY MIGHT!

So much change, it brought me so much pain
I hate to face a day that won't be the same

I never thought my mind would change
From all the weight of this pain, pouring on me like rain
But now my distaste has gotten so nasty for you
I can't stand who you became, I had to get away
I been suffering too long with these useless feelings
Now I just wanna transform them to healing
Nothing worked whether I helped or asked you
You were stolen away, change kidnapped you
KIDNAPPED YOU!
No more now will I fight
No more will I be blind

All I need now is you back, but I know that I cannot have
What's in your brain, & your veins, I can't say but me you must hate

So much change, it brought me so much pain
I hate to face a day that won't be the same