[Verse 1: NF]
Yeah, look
I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though
Yeah, I been on it for a while, dunno how to put it down
Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though
I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit
Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though
I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk
I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone
But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to
Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to
World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood
You don't know what love is 'til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose
I swear I'm tryna get it together
Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better
I like to rap, but I ain't gon' do it forever
Forget the charts, I've been focusing' on holdin' my head up
Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best
And if I'm not, Lord forgive me, you can have the regrets
'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head
Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin' my breath
Holdin' my chest, to be honest, so I'm tired of it
Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again
I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is
But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit


[Chorus: NF]
Runnin' from change
I'm lookin' for change
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for change
I just want, I just want change

[Verse 2: ERIKSON]
I’m weak I’m a mess
Can’t be better than my last
Nonetheless
Always looking for the next
But fear holds the all of me back
Brave on the outside but broke all the rest
Facing the past, desperate attempts tryna to put all of my demons away but they never gon rest
Although they give you a chance to learn from yourself, and finally confess
I mean that’s you want ain’t that right Rik?
Unattach from the memories you can’t take
Finally laugh at a joke and not fake it
Let my friends have their own life, take a break
But I keep it in being heroic
Veil all my doubts down tryna ignore it
But me being ignorant not always ended so happily
Shedding tears after conflict only made me more introvert
Keep all the words in me
And when there’s too many I’ll pick out some music and vent
Rent some happiness until the next act
Grab the wheel and not the gat
There must be more depressing lives than that
But my emotions talk
I cannot just walk it off
There’s gotta be something so stable that can hold my heart or lift me up, I’m looking for

[Chorus: NF]
Runnin' from change
I'm lookin' for change
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for change
I just want, I just want change

[Verse 3: ERIKSON & NF]
Focus
Enough, I don’t wanna be anxious
Running from the present, everything collapsed cause
My dreams got infected by the fame’s constant relentless worth curse
Want to find my path but keep pretending that I’m dead I been like this since that first verse
Yeah I said I’m fine, forget you was a lie
I’m too numb for getting hurt
Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals
They keep on workin', but I know
Breathin' don't mean you're alive, so
I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope
Positive thoughts are my rivals (Change)
I'm tryna be on their side though
Should I feel comfortable? I don't
Last year, I felt suicidal
This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more


[Chorus: NF]
I'm lookin' for change
I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for
I just want, I just want change
I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for, yeah (Ayy, ayy)
I just want, I just want change
Yeah, I'm lookin' for (Lookin' for)
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
I just want, I just want change
I'm lookin' for (Ayy)
I'm searchin' for change (Ayy)
I'm lookin' for, yeah
I just want, I just want change