(Verse 1)
I still write these letters for you and me
That what it look like it has be
All in my head, all in my mind
I'm trying to past the time
Taking pills and making bills
I don't know how I feel
I feel like a suicidal idiot
Holding all the pain in

(Hook)
Drinking three bottles of henny
Wasting all my pennies
I'm by myself not thinking about many
I'm just changed, through all this pain
I'm not worried about no people (oh)
Going down this lonely road
With my suicidal ghost

Yea

(Verse 2)
I want to die alone
I'm thinking about my future clone
I been feeling lately that I want to die
Lost my family last year
All I had was tears
For the ones who's don't believe
In what I can achieve
I want be the next Hendrix
I feel like I have to end it
Hang myself in the bathroom
Fly in the air like a balloon
So everybody can be happy
I want to die like I did scrappy
So everybody be prepare
Cuz the end is getting near
(Verse 3)
Suicide is getting closer to me
If I can't be with you
Where would it be
All in my head on myself
But all I can do is let you win
I'm trying to stay myself
Having bad dreams and losing my breath
Crybaby from the inside
Why just leave me here to bleed
Why am I a danger to everybody else
I don't know where I can be
Why I can't I realize
Just focusing on me
And smoking my weed
Worry about me
And who will it be
Everybody worry about what's going on in the inside
Now I have to let Satan Win
The battle is over (x4)

(Hook)
Drinking three bottles of henny
Wasting all my pennies
I'm by myself not thinking about many
I'm just changed, through all this pain
I'm not worried about no people
Going down this lonely road
With my suicidal ghost
Woah ooo (x4)