​Waking up to no meaning, I stare at the ceiling
Count the imperfections that surround my being
Can tell how I'm feeling
And it hurts more when you ask

There's a hole in my head and heart (Heart, heart, heart)
But I'm a long way from the start
There's a hole in my head and heart (Heart, heart, heart)
But I'm a long way from

Back when I couldn't move, was frozen
I told myself it's all good
It's only chemical (Oh-woah-oh)
It's only chemical (Oh-woah-oh)
It's only chemical

I'm too shy to speak up
Guess I have my reasons for telling little lies
About those around me and what I could be
It's eating me alive

There's a hole in my head and heart (Heart, heart, heart)
But I'm a long way from the start
There's a hole in my head and heart (Heart, heart, heart)
But I'm a long way from
Back when I couldn't move, was frozen
I told myself it's all good
It's only chemical (It's only chemical, it's only chemical)
I want to scream, but it won't help
I've created my own hell
And it's only chemical (Oh-woah-oh, oh-woah-oh, oh-woah-oh)
It's only chemical (Oh-woah-oh)
It's only chemical

I find comfort when they say
You can't sit and count the days, until it ends
There's still times I wanna break
Everything I've ever made

But I've come a long way from
I've come a long way from

Back when I couldn't move, was frozen
I told myself it's all good
It's only chemical (It's only chemical, it's only chemical)
I want to scream but it won't help
I've created my own hell
And it's only chemical

It's only chemical (Oh-woah)
It's only chemical (Oh-woah)
It's only chemical (Oh-woah)
It's only chemical