I thought it would get better
Get better if I tried
I thought that things could change
But now I've changed my mind
I wanted to think differently
I wanted to be calm
I wanted to think positively
But now I don't think at all

My eyes roll back
Everything goes black
I clench my teeth
Hear my bones crack
My eyes roll back
Everything goes black
I clench my teeth
Hear my bones crack

I look into the mirror
I don't like what I see
I don't love anything
I'm getting sick of me
I look into the mirror
I don't like what I see
I don't love anything
I'm getting sick of me
I clench my fists
I don't like this
I wanna make a change
I don't wanna be this way
I clench my fists
I don't like this
I wanna make a change
I don't wanna be this way

I look into the mirror
I don't like what I see
I don't love anything
I'm getting sick of me
I look into the mirror
I don't like what I see
I don't love anything
I'm getting sick of me